I don't know why but lately I've been drawing like a madman. I will have a busy day at school or work or whatever and I'll go home and draw as if to meditate. I feel like when I draw that I am connected to something else and I'm in a different state of mind. The vivid scenes in my head that randomly come to me--I feel like I can see them in the paper just as easily as I see them in my head, and drawing them has become unusually easy for me. Why such an urge though? Scenes of churches and scenes of angels. Scenes of love and scenes of violence. Every image is dramatic. I feel like lately I'm discovering some sort of spiritual connection when I draw as if someone is guiding my hand. I don't experience it any other way not even when I'm playing music. This has been going on for a few months now. This drawing kick. When I was drawing about a week ago, I "heard" someone tell me in my head that if I fasted I would learn something important. I'm going to listen to that voice.